Photo by Paul Greci |
A couple days ago I
ran in a 16-mile race, the same race where I injured my calf two years ago. My
goal this time was to complete the race without getting injured, which I
achieved by paying attention to my body and not pushing myself beyond my
current capabilities.
I was just happy to
be running, knowing that I won’t be able to run forever.
One thought that popped
into my head as my feet slowly but steadily carried me forward was this:
Baring any debilitating mental or physical
conditions, or extreme political persecution, I can keep writing for as long as
I live—if I choose.
I know a 90
year-old man who is working on a revision—that’s a choice he’s making—to
continue a writing journey he’s been on since his teenage years.
And it really is
all about the journey. You don’t know what treasures you will find or when you
will find them.
In the United
States the average human life expectancy is about 78 years. (However, there are
no guarantees. I’ve had a sibling and close friends pass away in the prime of
their lives.)
My friend and
talented writer, Eva Saulitis, passed away this year. She was in her early
fifties. It was a sad, sad, day for all who knew her.
Eva’s last book,
Becoming Earth, she wrote as cancer took over her body.
From her publisher,
Red Hen Press—“In this posthumous collection of
essays, Eva Saulitis meditates on mortality, the art of living fully, and her
advancing illness and nearing death, confronting the waiting question without
fear or sentimentality: how are you going to live when you know you are going
to die.”
I can have writing
be part of my life for however long I want. For me this idea is freeing. I am
on a path that can extend all the way to the end of my life however near or far
away that may be.
Just like on my run where I didn't get injured, I don’t have to be
in a hurry. I just have to be present.
Paul Greci is the author of Surviving Bear Island, a
2015 Junior Library Guild Selection and a 2016 Scholastic Reading Club
Selection.
At one workshop I gave, I met a writer who was in her late nineties, still learning and writing. I believe she passed was still going strong at 100.
ReplyDeleteAmazing!!!
DeletePaul, this is a lovely post to revisit when feeling the pressure to WRITE and produce. It's a reminder that we write for joy first, a joy we can take with us wherever we go. And that just like life - it's not the destination, but the journey. Thanks for this!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Donna!!!
DeleteThank you. This is beautiful
ReplyDeleteThanks, Caroline!!!
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